What Will Make You Love Me?

What is it? Please, tell me! Honestly, at this point in my life I would probably do it. I’ve tried straightening my hair, wearing name brands, I’ve gone thrift shopping, been rebellious, been complacent, been strong, and been gentle. I’ve recluse to the shadows, and I’ve tried shinning in the light, but none of them seem to bring you to me. What is it that you want? I’ve just wanted you to love me, embrace me, and be proud of me. Most of all I’ve simply wanted you to find me. In my dreams and imagination you’re right there next to me. I can see you, feel you, hear you, sometimes even touch you, but at the same time it seems as if we’re worlds apart. Do you or have you felt the same way all this time. It’s weird, I know but all the best things are weird, or so I hear. I wonder sometimes what will be the very thing that makes you say, “Wow, I love him.”

Sincerely,

Me